Mundane Vs Transcedental Literature

Srimad Bhagvatam Class 1.1.19

vayaà tu na vitåpyäma

uttama-çloka-vikrame

yac-chåëvatäà rasa-jïänäà

svädu svädu pade pade

 

TRANSLATION

We never tire of hearing the transcendental pastimes of the Personality of Godhead, who is glorified by hymns and prayers. Those who have developed a taste for transcendental relationships with Him relish hearing of His pastimes at every moment.

 by HG Jaidev pr

1. Sages are physically tired but they are again again asking same question –that we are very eager to hear the pastimes of Lord.
2. In text 12 ---All blessings upon you, O Süta Gosvämé. You know for what purpose the Personality of Godhead appeared in the womb of Devaké as the son of Vasudeva. , please tell us we are very eager to hear
3. In these texts eagerness of audience is highlighted and
4. Mundane literature is static whereas transcendental knowledge is dynamic , because matter is static but spirit is dynamic .
5. Mundane literature is stale but while reading the transcendental literature we get more and more pleasure ,
6. In fifth chapter Narad muni is discussing with Vyas dev that mundane literature is for crows like people , it is all trash , garbage , refuse remainants of sensual pleasure ,
7. We don’t go by text but by essence , even if some grammatical mistakes are there
   1. Pastime of Isvarpuri told Lord Chaitanya to edit his book , and LCM made some correction ,but Isvar puri disapproved his corrections
   2. Even Lord tells by these lilas that whatever written by pure devotees  is always glorious
8. We have to satisfy our intellect with spiritual subjects otherwise we will satisfy it with mundane junk news .
9. Because we have forgotten who we are so we are on wrong path , what is page 3 in new paper , people look forward for people gossips ,
10. So the tendency to know is there but purpose is defeated
11. Because of reading / knowledge transformation takes place
    1. Children indulge in bad practices , shooting others
12. Mundane knowledge is totally rubbish ,children are exposed to such environment
13. Tendency to pick up and learn is there ,
14. Negative is taken up more quickly , we have ability to pick up negative knowledge more fast than positive knowledge ,
15. That’s why spiritual knowledge is always discussed , even Lord shows himself eagerness to hear it,
    1. When Yudhisthar mah was feeling very sorrow after battlefield , and Krishna also could not get satisfied , then He told to listen from Bhismadev , and this news got spread around ,before pandavas went ,so many  risis went to Bhisma , vyas dev ,sukdev goswami , Narad muni. Parvat muni , gautam – they all assembled to hear the instruction from Bhismadev , they all eager to hear ,   even Lord is hearing .
    2. In the life of Chiatanya mahaprabhu , He is very very eager to hear SB , discussed pastimes from SB many many times ,
    3. Srinivas acharya to hear from Gadhadhar pandit , he went to bring another copy of SB from srikhanda , he came from Puri
16. We should be ready to face any difficulty to hear from pure devotee , spiritual master .

a.       Radhanath mahraj – in initial days ,one person recites on Ram katha ,mah even though did not understand but eager to hear , Ramsevak was only reciting damodar lila ,  mah told “am I not qualified to hear , they are discussing for two hours and you are telling me same story and in short , “ 

17. Eagerness to hear and absorb Krishna katha , or Ram katha ,
18. We have to develop same eagerness to read Srila Prabhupada books .
19. Whenever we read transcendental literature ,it is relishing
20.  

Learning to see Love in others

Learning to see Love in others

by HG Radheshyam pr

Krishna is the object of love and the reservoir of love is Srimati Radharani.

Living entity are so pure in their heart that they are always full of life.

 

The gopis are also performing joyous ceremony for Krishna with turmeric and butter milk,especially all the people who had come .So the nandatsova is beautiful described.This is a great festival and all the living beings in vrindavan come together.

Flowers are saying that please take some fragrance from us.Trees also want to offer

Something to krsna . jasmine flower . This way in vrindavana even all the living entities derive great pleasure in giving pleasure ot krsna. In boat race if someone thinks that i

Am the alone person rowing and others are not doing.You can win a boat race when all people driving the boat in same way. In material world u will find this thing.

Ones heart is fill with anger.

 

e.g. coordination of instruments lead to nice musical triphet. Otherwise a mess.

 

So if u argue that I wiil continue to play jambe.

There is no -ve competition there. How people are foolish of this world.

How the Tulsi plant comes in front and other plants go behind.

Tulsi Krishna priyasi , same way bumble bee is singing glory of Krishna .

That sound is not as sweet as cookoo and peacock.

Kujat kokile mayor svada jale

 

But when bumble bee is singing glory of krsna they all keep mum.In this way such things can happen only on platform of non-envy. Potentially every soul is divine and he has this love but if it is not there then there are anarthas due to which original soul is covered.

 

In this world everyone is hankering for love and respect .It is seen in people .People do many-many things .Somehow inspire others to love them .Men clean shave-headed.

We know when we  are smart people will look upon us.When we talk to people on some subject, we want to show to others.Everyone is hankering .Even boasting and bragging hastheir root in need of love. People add things and say them . Because I have need of love. There is a great need of love.

 

Explanation:- Because in spiritual world Krishna is the centre of love . Ths tendency of dressing artistically comes from the spiritual world. In the material world also we try to do that.We are imitating krsna. We want to be the hero .

 

But if we dovetail our propensity to serve Krishna whole heartedly then we will get mpre satisfaction we are looking for. Living entities in spiritual receives love from krsna and from other living entities. How krsna deals with all . When people come to temple their nature becomes like  a child,. They want to serve others.

 

The religous movement which is aim towards giving love is successful . U give love u will get love……………………..

 

A person with spiritual thoughts spreads a aura. In field of psychology that if somebody has feeling of enmity or one says bad words , it immediately affects other person in form of thought waves.

 

BSS thakur says that mahabhagvat devotee can not be insulted by other person.

 

Someone may say that I love some person but still that person is rude with me. If u give love then do not expect that love will come from the same person . Previously u might have given hate towards others that which is coming now.

 

Similarly in our life also if we get love then we will also be object of love. Yatha srishti tatha drishti.

 

Everything looks brown , never mind that whatever is my state of consciousness of mind that way only I will lok everything.

When u r in happy state of mind then even someone scolds u will not mind.

 

We all go by the mind . How I will tell the other boy and parent. State of mind reflects in everything , therefore we should not be mental and be detached from the mind.

If I get poor results in exams so one should know that who is responsible fo rhtat.

One should stop identifying with the mind. When u look at the others u have to separate the bad person from the bad act , that person is .

Many people who behave bad is due to wome circumstance if u do not separate it then he has good side too which often we do not see.We have to find out that how we can contribute in increasing person’s goodness. When ever someone acts in an hurtful way.Probably I have done some big blunder.

 

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Hate not the sinner but the sin . The same person who behaved bad now behaved good sometime before. Why this person is so harshly to me.

 

Seeing good in others is very vital for us and neglecting their bad activities.He always like to associate with many devotees.

 

If we see the background of devotee then we will not feel    bad about them .Our view point completely changes.

 

Till the time u do not led _ve negativities of others and pain staickingly see good others then love will develop in our heart for others. When u give love u will also get love.

When u get that u will be start seeing good in others.

 

A boy used to find fault with gurus,ISKCON.Fault finding became a habit . People used to fear going near him. And he fell down . He lost faith also .

 We have to be very careful .Prabhupada showed that anger of a devotee is trascedental.

It is like a wave in the ocean .As there may be a high tide on the surface but very grave in the ocean. But SP used to forget about that anger. For Prabhupada loving and respecting

vaisnavas was the most important thing. Such great souls their anger is superficial but in the core of their heart they have great volcano .

 

In name of commiting vaisnava aparadha .

Who has the right to correct and on what platform one should correct .

Correction should be done on the platform of compassion and love.

Guru , king, parents can correct ,they have that adhikara.

We will see brighter side of people . In the same fridge where fishes were kept.

 

Devotees are trying so much effort to please Krishna wearing tilaka and we offend them .

We should know that devotee is a very rare specie.

 

 

Importance of Sadhana – japa , hearing , reading and Seva

Importance of Sadhana – japa , hearing , reading and Seva

by HG Vamsi Vadan pr

 

 

1.      we have tendency to give more importance to the things which give more result , but everything depends upon substance ,

a.       in building if foundation is not stong then building will collapse

2.      in dev life if foundation is not strong , then when difficulties comes then it will become very difficult to sustain in devotional life

3.      HHSachinandan mah says that root of tree has to grow very deep then it can sustain in storms

4.      root is strongly laid when we give great importance to reading ,hearing ,chanting .

5.      in kaliyuga ,yuga dharma is chanting of HolyName

6.      chanting becomes ritualistic when we take it for granted , somehow finishing it, not understanding its importance

7.      chanting in conditioned state may be austerity , but take great care to perform this wonderful sacrifice to perform chanting

8.      if some one does as ritual then he will not benefit much.

9.      RG says , just like jaundice patient .

10.  medicine for jaundice patient is to continue to take the medicine

11.  how one should take this medicine ::;daily ,regualraly , in very regulated manner with great attention ------then this material desease will go away

12.  forgetfulness of Krishnais the root cause , this is main problem ,

13.  in order to come out of this condition

a.       like a person bitten by snake is cured by chanting of mantra

14.  we are in unconscious condition, to come out of this condition is chanting of Hare Krishna mantra and to revive our true nature and eternal constitutional position

a.       so we need to do it with great attention

15.  to the degree we pay great attention to chanting

16.  most important is attentive hearing .

17.  Haridas thakur even in old condition and even after LCM told him but he wanted to chant his rounds

18.  while chanting , if we are in-attentive is like when we invite a person to our house , then we don’t pay attention to him and go away , so guest will feel dejected and disgusted ,

19.                        when we are in-attentive then we have more important plans than Lord , it is disrespecting the Lord.

20.  so if we want to get out of this medicine we take this chanting very seriously

21.  attentively hearing each syllable when we are chanting . otherwise we will be chanting some other mantra

22.                   Hearing and reading --------------

23.  sastras which are given to us by the Lord ,it is very essential that we read them

24.  SP very much wanted that to read the sastras scrutinizing ,

25.  if intelligence is not strong then we will be guided by mind , then mind will dwell on the though of sense gratification , and it will take us in wrong direction .

26.so one must know that how much attentive we should be to control this mind ,

27.  like a hunter is very attentive to keep the animal under control ,

28.  at every moment there is touge of war between mind and intelligence .who wins will depend upon who is more strong .

29.  one reason is why a person sleeps during chanting and class when mind has taken him for ride all over places.

30.  mind is like unchaste wife , mind takes help of various anarths to murder the intelligence , then mind takes over and it goes in completely wrong direction

31.  uncontrolled mind is like uncontrolled elephant who can destroy whole garden

32.  in practice of dev life a moment inattention can cause havoc ,

33.                        with the strong intelligence one can control the mind

34.                        the way to make intelligence strong by study of sastras , then intelligence can discriminate what is right and what is wrong .

35.  what are results if one is not careful in these basic principle of reading ,hearing ,chanting .

a.       one will fall pray to illicit activities .

b.      one goes further away ,

c.       it becomes difficult to practice dev life

d.      one determination and faith goes away

e.       previous material desire crops again

f.        one commits offenses to vaishanavas

 

36.  one’s foundation is weak ,one very easily becomes pray to maya .one looses enthusiasm to practice over a period of time .

37.  anischita bhajan kriya --- bhajan kriya becomes not fixed .

38.  but enthusiasm has to remain then one has to understand philosophically why we are doing and what we are doing

39.  problem of being on mental platform , is accepting and rejecting.one day it will be nice and one day it will be not nice

40.  if steady enthusiasm has to be there then one has to be firmly fixed in the basic principles ,that why I am practicing the devotional life

41.  visaya sangara --- constant struggle of mind and senses are pulling towards sense objects but with intelligence one understand that sense gratification is bad , but because one has not developed higher taste then fall pray to sense gratification

42.                        how does higher taste develops , to the degree one is attentive in hearing ,chanting ,and in every aspect of devotional life ,to that degree one can develop the higher taste .

43.  to practice the dev life life long , there is no retirement ,

44.  in dev life it we are waiting when this dev life will end it means we are on very gross platform ,

45.  when the boy and girl out of some so called love then time flies ,

46.  if we are wanting to develop the love for the supreme lord then how can we expect this activity of dev life to end , it means that we have not develop the love for Krishna .

47.  the very fact that we ar thinking this activity of chanting ,class will end it means that we have not develop the love for the supreme lord Krishna

48.  if we want to do the acitivity of dev life then we need to develop the higher taste ,otherwise everyday it is same mantra , same philosophy ,

49.  if we have material consciousness then we will think that this acticivity is monotonus

50.  this higher taste can be developed to the degree we are attentive in these chanting .hearing , and to that degree we will be able to practice

51.                         because we don’t have this taste so there are various services , to purify our senses by assisting in preaching mission , by performing the various activities in dev life ,we purify the senses then we will be able to develop the taste

52.                       so we need proper balance between sadhana and services.

53.                       Q&A---in order to understand our own deficiencies and mistakes mercy of the Lord is required , when Lord sees the devotee sincere then he can understand his own deficiencies , it requires purification to see our own shortcomings , when process of purification begins then one realizes that I have this anarths , and it become more prominent , as one dev advances then smallest  of anarths becomes very prominent for him , then one can very effectively work on the anarthas ,

a.     Smallest of offense one purified dev considers it big mistake like BSS taking vow of not eating the mango , and madhavendra puri cursed himself for eating sweeet rice before it was offered

b.     How seriously we practice

 

BG Chapt 15 Discussion by Murari pr

BG chapt 15

 

BG Chap 15,,, 6- 11 tells about the spiritual world and if you don’t become attracted to this then there Is transmigration of soul .

 

BG-15.6 

That supreme abode of Mine is not illumined by the sun or moon, nor by fire or electricity. Those who reach it never return to this material world.

 

1.      where every one wants to push others ahead that is spiritual world ,

2.      that’s why important to hear about the qualities of Krishna ,

3.      one should get captivated by spiritual world

4.      if one does not get attracted then there is

a.       BG15.7

 

mamaiväàço jéva-loke

jéva-bhütaù sanätanaù

manaù-ñañöhänéndriyäëi

prakåti-sthäni karñati

 

5.      like son of tata is fighting for cigeratte ,

6.with mind and six senses one is struggling hard , that’s what one gets in material world

7.      people think that suffering adds spice to life, this philosophy only works on paper , but it does not work practically , no body wants to suffer

8.      but struggle does not remains only in this life. But in BG15.8

a.       The living entity in the material world carries his different conceptions of life from one body to another as the air carries aromas. Thus he takes one kind of body and again quits it to take another.

9.      whatever way one practices one’s life he gets next body .

10.  body may be dead and gone , but desires are like aromas which get carried away from one life to another life .

11.  from purport

a.       Here the living entity is described as éçvara, the controller of his own body. If he likes, he can change his body to a higher grade, and if he likes he can move to a lower class. Minute independence is there. The change his body undergoes depends upon him. At the time of death, the consciousness he has created will carry him on to the next type of body. If he has made his consciousness like that of a cat or dog, he is sure to change to a cat's or dog's body. And if he has fixed his consciousness on godly qualities, he will change into the form of a demigod. And if he is in Kåñëa consciousness, he will be transferred to Kåñëaloka in the spiritual world and will associate with Kåñëa.

12.  prabhupada is using many times “he” , means it is our responsibility that because of us we get this transmigration ,

13.  whatever situation we are it is because of our own desire and activities in previour lives ,

14.  some one says I have so many commitment for my family ,I don’t have time for Krishna , no use of for lamenting , go ahead , it is because of our own desire , now you have got the opportunity got to serve ,let us serve  Krishna will be then happy

15.  we can not say that situations have taken over ,but our inspiration always should be just being in material life , it will not solve the problem ,

16.  like or don’t like we have to do our duty ,

17.      whatever situation we may be in  we have to see that we can serve Krishna

18.  Q&A , it is very important to enrich ourselves with spiritual knowledge , then we will not come to know how much is needed for me , how much I need in terms of money and possessions , king Ambarish were using everything in Krishna’s service .on the basis of detachment one makes decision , we have to develop spiritual maturity , some time people renounce the whole world , they are looking towards sky but not ready to serve Krishna , some one does not have anything still he is not serving Krishna , so service attitude has to be cultivated .life of Sadhu is living for others , service attitude comes by practice of Krishna consciousness ,by service then attitude comes , material world is not comfortable place we have to keep on pushing , material world is dukhalayam , but serving Krishna we will get happiness , it gives inner fulfillment ,peace means no anxiety , spiritual life means anixiety for Krishna , love means anxiety ,  a person in family life has so many things , but in brahmcharya life one has only body but he may think only about body , so in any situation one has to become detached and focus on Lord , 

19.  we have to take pinch for Krishna , that gives spiritual joy , pinch and then inch , otherwise ultimately we face defeat to enter into another body

20.  BG15.9

a.       The living entity in the material world carries his different conceptions of life from one body to another as the air carries aromas. Thus he takes one kind of body and again quits it to take another.

21.  whatever trouble we are in , now we need to not increase this trouble

22.  BVT says now I have become weak , which is creating obstacle in my dev life , it is caused by me only .

23.  mind tricks us , and we are not able to serve , why I am limited by conditioning , because of past life we are not able to serve Krishna  ,but if I don’t serve Krishna , then in future it is going to become more difficult ,

24.  a devotee feels that now I have more opp to show that I am more wanting Your mercy , a devotee himself feels ourselves low and

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

15 September 2009 class

 

1. BG15.11   
   1. The endeavoring transcendentalists who are situated in self-realization can see all this clearly. But those whose minds are not developed and who are not situated in self-realization cannot see what is taking place, though they may try to.

2. those whose senses are beyond control then even with pushing ,with all efforts he can not understand spiritual subject matters
3. if some body is not determined to give up sense gratification then Krishna also can not help him from the purport of punah punah
4. one who is endeavoring for the path of self realization only can see the troubles in world . ,can see the traps of maya
5. a devotee always considers this world as foreign world , like going to Pakistan , so we need to become so much conscious . always alert
6. we have to be always ALERT from maya
7. ex. BSS , his lady disciple wanted to talk to alone but BSS told ,no but in presence of his another disciple only
8. because they are always conscious of maya and alert ,that’s why they are protected
9. because they are praying to Krishna so they are protected
10. even for grahsthas or bhramcharis ,association of women is contaminating , so one should avoid their association
11. man to counsel women or women to counsel man is very dangerous
12. sex impulse is very dangerous ,
13. different different trap is there
14. Q&A—within the vaishavan society opposite sex don’t get to mix much , but when we are working outside in company we get to intimate with woman ,here life is so pure but in outside company we try to remain guarded but  dealings are more intimate ,so in that case it is not more dangerous to have intimate friendship rather than with devotees , outside we get emotional bonding ,

Ans : then both serve together for Krishna then consciousness is focused on Krishna , we become close with those devotees with whom we serve together , when focus is on Krishna . then wife is seen as spiritual partner , when both share Krishna conscious experience then relationship becomes spiritualized , focus is profession , family then preaching , we are here to serve prabhupada , in company we are there to serve company , so in same way we are there in family to serve Prabhupada

15. there are so many distractions ,because of other people’s material ambitions , bill boards ,so with more vigor I need to practice KC to remain KC,
16. tolerate the distractions and go ahead
17. this world is not for gentleman –Prabhupada
18. when we get disgusted with material world ,then we feel fortunate oursleve by getting KC, and we see other people that they are embracing misery then we get compassion for them
19. it is great misery that whatever broken piece of misery I was thinking nice and embracing it , what a misery
20. follow the instructions of Krishna with great enthusiasm ,
21. being in this material world is very dangerous ,
22. Q&A ,--why we are down sometime and sometime happy –ANS___ it is because of enjoying mentality, deeply rooted , when more enthusiastically we want to serve Krishna then we see ourselves helpless then we can cry for Krishna , so much devotees have done for us but I am not able to do anything , spirit I strong but flesh is weak ,even in chanting
23. but we should not give it up then we will not perceive the difficulty in KC. Then we can not see it wrong .
24. people don’t feel bad when we
25. when we are helpless then we need to take shelter of scriptures , and apply  but we should not become hopeless , we may be helpless .,   so we need to have missionary spirit and preach , when we starts to preach others , again again get up and fight , then we see how Krishna will help.
26. even if I don’t like it but I should do it , let it be ritual then slowly it will become spiritual , we need to push ourselves

Meaning of Guru Puja Song

Meaning of Guru Puja Song

by HG Keshavanda pr

1.      sri guru charan padma kevala bhakti sadma

2.      at the lotus feet of spiritual master ,we get only pure devotional service

3.      without day to day basis one can not do devotional service, it can not be done by mental activities

4.      we try to do the devotional life according to our previous conceptions – 

5.      there are so many hamsas and sadhus in current society , self made and doing bluff , but they can not do bluff in devotional life ,if someone does bluff in devotional life they can not continue ,

6.      some one is guise of devotees we can check that what priority they have , what actions they do whole day ,they are not following highest standard ,

7.      only spiritual master can show that what is wrong and what is right ,

8.     one can not show off for long time in devotional life

9.      one of very senior boy went for power of habit ,he hid the slide of meat eating ,

10.RS pr told there are three type of people ,-- scholar , teacher , preacher – who teaches how to wear dhoti , put tilak ,  Prabhupada was a preacher , you have to do teach  all down to earth job , we want to become preacher , present simple philosophy and make others as devotees.

11.in India preachers feared to preach so people are not following the principles , so if we don’t preach “ex meat eating is bad” ,

12.without a person superior to us we can not advance in spiritual life . “shown by above example”

13.bhakti can noy be practiced without mercy of spiritual master

14.vando mui savadhana mate .

15.with folded hands and careful mind we should worship our spiritual master ., one should put more weighate to the words of spiritual master

16.                       a disciple should feel fool infront of spoiritual master otherwise our spiritual life has not began .

17.if spiritual master tells something we should be ready to follow , even if it looks apparently fatal or chocking why so many policies ,

18.                        at our level what spiritual master tells ,put faith in him and follow

19.at our level this is test ,how much we are intelligent infront of spiritual master .don;t judge the instructions .

20. when instructions does not come then we  should not feel intelligent but when instructions comes then with intelligence we should apply it 

21.we should not give suggestions to spiritual master.

22.in devotional life sometime we exploit the facilities more than material life , when in job boss puts deadlines ,we don’t put question , but in spiritual life we are not much obedient ,

23.so we are less obedient externally and internally to spiritual master even than how much obedient to my boss ,

24.BVT – whatever attraction I have to my senses or surrender to my senses if I have same attraction and surrender to Lord Krishna then life is perfect ,

25.Krishna says in BG whatever you are doing for yourselves ,do for Me,

26.spiritual master ‘s lotus feet is abode of

27.                        yahar Prasad bhai Krishna prapti yah hoita

28.                        by mercy of spiritual master one can cross the material existence , and can achieve the lotus feet of Krishna

29.                        motivation of devotional service is pure ‘ only Krishna

30.                        guru much padma vakya chittete kariya ar na kariha

31.                       our attachment to spiritual master should be to his vani more than his vapu. If you are not eager to hear spiritual master’s vani and his instructions , and only have appreciation to his vapu then our attachment is sentimental

32.                       remembering the instructions of spiritual master is life of a disciple

33.                        prabhupada told that whole inspiration to go to west cam from the purport of Vishwanath chakravarti thakur ‘s purport on “vyasatmilka bhuddi”

34.                        to carry out the instruction of spiritual master

35.                        meditating on the instruction of spiritual master if life of disciple

36.                        sri guru charan rati ise uttam gati

37.                        if you have attraction to lotus feet of spiritual master , then get spiritual world , then whatever desires we have will get completely satisfied

38.                        chakhsu dan dilo jeyi

39.                        when spiritual master gives initiation then many doubts gets cleared , it opens up.

40.                        eye to sastra comes by service to spiritual master

41.                        spiritual master is for my all lives, he is always my ,master

42.                        diyva jan

43.                        illusion will get destroyed by mercy of spiritual master.

44.                        sri guru karuna sindhu ,

45.                        soul and matter can not be compatible , but when soul identifies with matter , who can cure him , like someone thinks I have become a girl , ahankar –I have become a car .—

46.                        when soul identifies with body

47.                        lokanather loker jivana

48.                        a disciple to glorify his spiritual master deliverer of whole world , he should have such perception ,but he should not take action accordingly , but with intelligence ,

49.                        action should be intelligent , one should feel himself fool infront of spiritual master but action should be intelligent ,

50.                        let your glories should be sung throughout three worlds ,

 

 

Q&A

1.      we have many authorities ,it become difficult to follow spiritual master ,

ANS: counselor is not our authority , he is friend ,philosopher , guide , he helps you to become more advanced , we have only one authority PM, then OC appointed by our senior authority , when something is told by the counselor ,one should be ready to follow .. if sometime one feels conflict then one should clarify that I am ready to follow ,but I am not able to understand how it is in line of spiritual master’s instructions , first thing tell  I am ready to do, RS pr and you discuss then let me know what I am supposed to do ,

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ANS: blunt truth is ,if you want to become happy and satisfied in spiritual life that , by practice of devotional life we should get so much taste that we disgust on thought of illicit sex life , it can happen only when you are YES man to spiritual master . , Giriraj mahrah said how can I put blasphame on spiritual master , in this life I will not do any thing which makes my spiritual master down ,

We want to become blissful , how to become devotee is natural , we need to take care of how not to become non-devotee

How to give up contemplation on lust , Jannivas pr told this process is voluntarily , if you want then you are out of it .  with that free will ,you are out , even if you pray to Krishna , but if you continue still problem will not go , problem is that our own desires ,

 

We  keep the poison in our mind by contemplating when this poison it will be out the moment we want to get it out , when we get into it when we want it , it is free will ,totally free will .our spiritual body can be decided by our free will.

Till when we will not become serious devotee ,till the time we don’t want , all things depend upon us ,till the time ,we want , when we keep holding it is like putting water , when we pray then it is like fire , so if we don’t hold the desire for Sense gratification then by fire ,