Feeling helpless and dependent on mercy of lord

Feeling helpless and dependent on mercy of lord by HHRNS

1. kaliya ----
   1. Krishna as a wrestler jumped into lake
   2. Kaliya colied Krishna ,
   3. Vrajvasis due to intensity of parental affection , nand mah was faiting in utter anixiety , yashoda mata wanted to jumped into water ,Krishna was in hours and hours in coils of kaliya , then Krishna expanded His body and sliped from the coils of kaliya .
   4. Krishna began to dance on the ugly demoniac serpent hoods ,
   5. Krishna ‘s lotus feet are so soft that yashoda mayi thought His lotus feet will get hurt from the pebbles of vrindavan
   6. Once mother yashoda got made shoes for Krishna , so delicate your feet , your feet becomes pinkish , if the soft tender feet will get hurt by thorns , but Krishna said that unless you make shoes for my all gopa friends and cows then only I wil accept
   7. But vrindavan was under vrindadevi that when Krishna would step over the stone then stone would become so soft and Krishna would reciprocate with them
   8. Krishna reciprocate as we approach them
   9. Krishna’s feet were like thunderbolt on kaliya’s head
   10. Kaliya’s wifes prayed to Krishna that now kaliya has become humble and submissive ,please save him and give him mercy

                                                               i.      When we become proud we think we are very great and controlling our life , when our pride is crushed then we can submit to chanting

11. Kaliya learned to pray from his wives
12. If we are sinful then when krishna’s dear devotees pray for us then only we can be delivered,
13. Kaliya was very grateful that his ego was crushed , so Krishna delivred him ,
14. It Is better to be simple and humble like nagpatnis than to be proud like kaliya
1. all devotees with Krishna slept near banks of vrindavana
   1. when they got up there was blazing forest fire ,
   2. one friend of kaliya took the form of forest fire to destroy , Krishna deals with how we approach him , if we try to cheat Krishna then Krishna will cheat us ,if we serve and love Krishna then Krishna will fill our heart with love.
   3.   This forest fire represents conflict between devotees

                                                              i.      Example --- during the time of BSS , one of his disciple made the temple – with his whole life savings , he left his body in grateful and blissful way that he was allowed to surrender everything for service of his guru mahraj

1.      BSS told prabhupada that they are fighting over who will occupy the rom , when there is conflict between devotees then there is fire ,

4. Demon of inter vaishnava disharmony and conflict
5. Ex –prabhupada appealed to his disciples you can show your love to me by how you co-operate with each other .
2. simplicity means no selfish egoistice ambition but genuine desire to please m this is real opulence , in the simple heart seed of bhakti grows very fast